Last night I accidentally left my phone in the car after we got home from working with the horses. Around 8:30 I went to look for it. I realized I had a message from my best friend and her husband and several missed calls from them. They watch my older two kids when they are in Texas visiting their father when he works. My heart sank and I feared the worse. I called them to find out that they had been crying that they missed me and really wanted to talk to me before going to bed. Goodness was I relieved and touched. I miss my babies so much. Just a few more weeks til I have them back with me and I'm hopeful that I'll be in Texas to watch them myself next summer.
Things are rough right now but we are doing our best to pull through and stay positive. It will all work out. It is going to be October before we can breathe again but it will be worth it to turn the chapter and start transitioning to setting up a new life.
Yesterday was my mother's birthday. I called and sang happy birthday to her. I really miss my family. Hopefully being back in Texas will mean I get to be more involved in all my family's lives.
Once we get back from Texas in August my love will start the process of transitioning to civilian life. He is hoping to get his resume out and get a good paying job before we get out. A job already inline would take a lot of stress off us.
Every marriage has its issues. Lately I've been seeing a lot of marriage suffer and end right in front of me. I sympathise with the people involved, I was once there. I am over it now, but that doesn't mean I forgot how bad it hurt then. It is not just a break up it is the destruction of an entire family unit and it is worth morning over. I pray for their hurts to heal so that they can love and beloved again. I know I'm blessed to finally be in a happy, healthy marriage and a strong family that loves.
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