Today was utterly wretched and made for a lot more uncertainty. I spent a good part of today starring out the window thinking. I didn't even fish when we went out to the marina this afternoon. We have fallen on hard times again. Seems like everytime things look hopeful we fall.
However, tomorrow is a new day. I plan on spending a good part of the morning (after breakfast of course) preparing the flower beds for a garden and with some focus and drive do some planting. The plans for the afternoon is to go spend sometime with our horses.
With everything going wrong right now I find it comforting to hear my babies' laughs and see them smile. I hope my bigger two loves are having a great time and comfortable. I love all my babies. Even through the storms I am blessed to have everyone of them in my life and wouldn't change them for the world.
I am still determined to homeschool them next year. Not only do I think I can give them more personal attention and a better education I am thrilled at the chance to have them home with me and the chance to have a closer knit family. I have so many ideas and fun activities I'd like to do with them. Coming up with school supplies for a while is going to be a struggle but I'm sure everything will work out one way or another.
I have a few ideas that could possibly help out our current dilemma, but I'm not sure yet. They are all in the brain storming process still. I'm just praying that God will make it clear to me very soon where to go from here now.
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