Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Another Productive Day


Yesterday was fairly productive the house stayed clean, my husband came home in a good mood, and dinner was on the table by 6:30. I like it! My husband, Michael, is such a goof ball at time. I can't help but smile when he is jumping around dancing in the kitchen, jokingly of course.

Sara's attitude is getting a little better. Although she has a long way to go still to get back to where she was before she came to this school. I didn't get to much of the laundry yesterday done so I am going to make an effort to get it done today, after the pesky dishes that is.

Ok, I have been extremely torn for a while now on having one more baby or not. I really, really want another one and then to get my tubes tied, but I just don't think we can do. That would make a total of 5 kids. I know I could physically and mentally handle it, my issue is the financial aspects of it and if Id be running thin on the amount of individual time I can spend with each one of them.

I miss Texas more and more. People are nice here, I love having all 4 seasons, and I found a church I like, but its just not near the same. Almost all my church attire has some sort of western feel to it, most of my clothes actually, I've gotten several comments about how pretty it is, but also alot of awkward looks. In Texas its second nature. I also miss my ability to be out in the country side for days. Sitting out in the middle of no where with a lawn chair and sun tea just doing nothing. Shooting at targets in your yard and the neighbors not freaking out cause a gun is going off. I just miss Texas, my long time friends, and my family. I keep trying to tell myself that just over 3 years is not that long, but I am home sick.

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